Monday 25 April 2016

Throw that mentality away

So harini gua ada ternampak satu tweet ni yg agak buat aku bengang la. Sini tweetnya. Psl aku pun pernah rasai. Aku tak fhm org yg fikirannya mcm ni.

First of all, just because you hve a better job than someone ataupun "kerja dlm aircond" doesnt mean you can hina org yg niaga pasar malam. I dont know apa yg hina sgt kerja psr mlm tu. Berdosa ke dia. Apa yg aku pandang hina adalah orang yg buat kerja haram & x diredhai Tuhan.
Kerje niaga pasar malam tu keja halal. Dia cari rezeki halal.

"Tula suruh sekolah takmau"

Dude lantak dia la nak sekolah ke tidak and apa jd pada masa dpn dia . Takdir orang ni berbeza. Dia dh pilih jalan tu, dia sendiri akan hadapi.  Kenapa perlu fikirkan masa depan orang lain? Kenapa perlu fikirkan apa yg jd pada sesorang sekiranya dia tidak sekolah? Ganggu hidup kau kah? Dlm Quran Tuhan ada kata bumi  ni luas.
Maknanya rezeki pun luas. Mana mana ada rezeki.
Tak bermakna tiada pendidikan automatic tiada masa depan.
And ya, mmg betul tk sekola tk dpt kerja bagus, tp dh itu yg Tuhan kasi pada dia, kita tak boleh jugak nk slhkan takdir mahupun diri sendiri. Tp tulah hidup. Ingat hidup ni selalu indah belaka ke?

Tambahan pula, dia kata kalu mak mertua kompem dh reject psl dia kerja niaga pasar malam je. Yela malu mungkin. Orang lain menantu kerja besar, menantu sendiri kerja peniaga je.

Ni la lagi satu perangai manusia. Kenapa la taksub sgt nk puaskan hati orang. Cuba kita fikir balik, kita ni hamba orang ke hamba Tuhan sebenarnya? Kenapa beriya nk sesuatu yg boleh dibanggakan dan buat kita riak? 

Kita hidup ni jgn buat gaya mcm takdak Tuhan. Terlampau takut.
Takut sekali gagal, gagal selamanya.
Seolah olah Tuhan ni tak nak membantu kita.
Tuhan tak zalim.
Ni semua hanya ujian, bukan azab.
Jgn pernah kita fikir ini azab.
Fitrah la utk semua orang.
Bezanya mcm mana kita hadapi ujian tu.
Kalu orng tu percaya dan yakin pada Allah, dia tak takut apa-apa.
Dia takkan takut apa jd pada masa depan dia.
What you give you get back.
Kalau kau ingkar perintah Tuhan,
faham faham lah ye kalau apa  apa jadi.

Tp dlm kes ni mgkin org tu menyesal tak belajar leklok masa dulu2, sudahnya dpt kerja  pasar malam je.

Tp pada pendapat aku yg lebih kurang sama situasinya , aku takda apa apa nak disesalkan.
Buat apa nk menyesal?
Hancurkah hidup aku ni utk menyesal?
Teruk sgt ke hidup aku ni?
Ramai lagi orang kat luar sana ada nasib lg teruk dari aku.

Sebenarnya org kerja aircond ni rugi. Tk dpt nk rse pengalaman kerja yg pyah mcm peniaga pasar malam. Rugi gila woi! Jujur aku kata, bila aku dpt rasa kesusahan, aku tkut andai ditimpa kesenangan. Aku takut lupa diri. Org yg nk keje senang ni, klu satu hari dia ditimpa kesusahan, dia akn panik sbb tk pernah rasa mcm mana susah. Tk thu nak handle. Tak biasa.
Sbnrnya aku bersyukur yg aku ni tk berapa nk berada mcm org lain. Mcm mcm benda aku dpt lalui.
Dan semua tu lebih membina aku. Bukan meruntuhkan.

Pstu,
Paling kelakar bila dia kata
"aku keje 4 bln dah guna satria".
nak ckp besar pun at least bila dh mmpu guna vellfire la der lol

Aku bkn nk backup org yg berniaga pasar mlm ni. Dan aku pun tak halang / salahkan seseorang nak belajar rajin rajin dan dptkan kerja bagus supaya hidup senang. Sukahatilah.  Tp tak perlula nak perlekeh kerja orng lain, hanya disebabkan kau kerja dlm aircond. Tu je aku bengang sebenarnya. Mcm la bgus sgt.
Tuhan tkde pun kata peniaga tu hina.
Asal kan apa yg dia buat tu Tuhan redha.
Bahagia dan tenteram la hidup dia.

Buat pe duit berlambak tp tak tenang?
Hidupni biarla beserdehana.
Tak terlampau susah.
Tak terlampau senang.
Tak usahlah kita takut dengan ujian Tuhan kerana ia psti ada.
So sebelum perlekeh orang fikir dulu yg kita semua sama.
Manusia.

Tu je madah pujangga aku harini.

Yang benar, Susu.

Sunday 24 April 2016

Went wrong.

So harini, aku saja la masak cekodok ikan bilis.
Tp kalini ia berbeza.
Aku perasan ia berbeza.
Pasal selalu aku masak dia tak float; tp kalini dia float.
And rupa dia tak macam selalu.
Rupanya tepung yg aku guna tu...
tepung yg mak aku dh campur dgn mcm mcm bahan lain untuk niaga  pisang goreng punya.
Tp dia letak dlm plastik tepung gandum.
Aku fikir tu tepung gandum ja la kan.
Padanlaa rupa dia dan rasa dia sgt beza drpd selalu.
Sudahnya takdak orang mkn.
Aku dan mak aku ja la.
Sebab adik adik aku kata tak sedap.
(tp aku rasa kalau buat cucur udang sedap)

Moral, tanya dulu ada tepung gandum ke tak. Plastik ja tulis tepung gandum tp isinya, siapa tahu.

Hihi.


Cekodok went wrong.

(P/s: yg dlm gbr tkde spe sudi habiskan)

Friday 22 April 2016

Cerita Kelakar

Assalamualaikum.
Dh pukul 2.00 pagi. Tapi tak jugak tidur tidur lagi. Huhuhu. Mungkin sbb petang smlm dh sedap tidur kan.
Mata ngantuk tp tkleh nak lelap pun so saje la nak update blog ni sbb ada orang tu suruh. Bila bosan bole baca katanya. Lgpun mmg tgh bosan gila ni
Tp tak tahu la nak cakap apa so
aku ceritakan la serba sedikit ttg kehidupan aku yg kelakar ni.
Huhuhu

Beberapa hari lepas aku ada buat kerja sampingan. Berniaga ayam Brother Nick tu. Sje bantu kawan mak aku berniaga. Dia pun baru nak belajar berniaga. Depan rumah je. Ada la beberapa orang datang beli. Sbb sebelah rumah tu pusat rawatan alternatif. So ramai orang dtg berubat situ. Try la ayam Brother Nick ni. Baru bukak 3 hari, Isnin Selasa Khamis dan 3 hari  jugakla aku buat benda ni, ambil pengalaman.. Agak seronok la jugak. Hasil 3 hari dapatla rm30. Penat memang penat. Tp nak sesuatu kena la berkorban kan. Sbb aku minat jugak la berniaga. Bila berniaga macam macam orang kita boleh jumpa.

Hari rabu tu aku dgn family cuti.
Saje ambil angin. Pergi kebun petik sayur. Lepastu ada pulak mamat tak betul ngorat. Masatu aku dgn adik aku duduk dekat kereta , mak ayah & adik2 aku
Gi petik sayur. Lepastu tetiba mamat tu dkt pintu rumah dia, dia buat bunyi yg lelaki suka buat nak mengurat tu. Eii. Adik aku gi tunjuk lpstu terpandang la.  Aku masuk dalam kereta. Pstu aku dgr suara dia ckp 'hi sorang ke?' dia ckp dgn adik aku. Tp ktorang buat bodoh.  Lepastu dia dtg makin dekat gais!!!!! Gila!. Aku fikir aku nak duduk je dlm kereta lpstu kunci. Tp adik aku dh cabut, aku pun lari ah sekali hahahahahaha. Kelakar je. Pstu masa dh nak balik pun asyik pandang je. Miang betul.
Creepy.

Masa hari jumaat pulak(smalam) biasanya kitorang tak pergi berniaga air kelapa & pisang goreng. Tapi semalam kitorang bukak kedai . Satu family ikut  gi kedai. Sje menyemak. Hari Jumaat niaga tenang je. Alhamdulillah air kelapa laju je orang beli. Lpstu petang tu lebih kurang pukul 3.00+++  tiba tiba ada satu truck askar datang hahahhaha. Selama ni belum pernah lg. Ada sorang turun. Mula mula dia beli air kelapa 2. Dalam hati ingatkan dia sorang beli. Tp lepastu driver dia pulak nak 2 air kelapa. Orang Kelate. Haha. Tp aku terbuat satu terlebih satu lagi kurang hahahaha then dia pun nampak mcm pelik je. Tp aku buat dek jela nak buat cemana. Lepastu tetiba ada lagi sorang turun dari belakang truck. Dia nak air jugak. Dia nak... 11 !!! Gila kau. Hahahaha pstu kitorang pun dgn penuh gigih cedok la air tu. Tp air tak cukup. Sekali dia kata " tak dapat sebelas pun takpe. Dpt 6 ke 7 jadila. Sbb nak kejar masa kan."
Hairan juga aku. Nak 11 tapi nak cepat. Hahaha so air ngam ngam la habis. Dpt la 7 air. Truck tu berlalu pergi dan kitorang pun rasa malu yg teramat hahaha lg lg aku terhadap driver tu. Beberapa min kemudian dia lalu balik kedai kitorang tp belakangnya dh kosong. (baru lepas hantar pelatih2 askar td mungkin). Dia senyum kat kitorang hahahahahaha.
the end.

Huhu 1/2 jam juga aku tulis blog ni. Dh pukul 2:31 pagi. So tidur la dulu. Byeeeeeeeeee!!
Nnt ada masa update lagi.
Selamat malam. Eh, pagi.

Xoxo ;)

Tuesday 19 April 2016

Saturday 16 April 2016

Me

Hey guysss. So in the previous post I promise to introduce myself right? So here it is.

Um.. Where to start?....

      I am the eldest daughter. I have 3 sisters under me. They're all annoying though. I am sometimes a hot tempered person, Sometimes okay, sometimes insane, sometimes sentimental and I talk A LOT.
I was born in Selangor. At Hospital Kajang. On 1st July 2000,10:34 AM . When I was 5 and 6 I went to Tadika Pasti Siti Sarah. When I was 7  I went to SK Sekyen 7. Until I'm 8. We then moved to Kg. Sg. Ramal Dalam and I went to the new school which is SKSRD(Sg. Ramal Dalam). We moved a lot. I went to SKSRD since I'm 9 until 12. When I was in standard 6 (12 y/o) I had an examination(UPSR) and I got straight A's. And my aunt promised me to give me his phone(Samsung Galaxy Y) if I got 5As and I Made it. Yeay! I'm currently using that phone now so it's been 4 years! I also got moneys from relative and my uncle gave me a Spongebob mug. I didnt even expect that I would get straight A's bcs I dont even study. After that I got accepted to continue my secondary school in JESS(Jalan Empat Secondary School) in Bangi. I was truly happy when I got accepted there bcs my crush since primary school went to JESS also but he's in Form 3(morning session)  while me in Form1(evening session). But I saw him few times. He's 18 now :')
I studies in JESS for 2 years and in the end of 2014 my family and I moved to Ayer Hitam where I live now. In  Form 3 I went to SMK Datuk Menteri and get to know lots of amazing people there and I also had sweet and bitter memories. That's how it goes on .
Oh, and for PT3, i got 6As 2Bs1C 1D

A - BM BI SEJ GEO KH PI
B - Oral BI, Math
C - Oral BM
D - Science.

I was a little bit suprised bcs my Oral BI is better than BM lmao.
Truly bad at Science :')

My parents do business. They are currently selling pisang goreng, keledek goreng and air kelapa. I do help them sometimes to find money for our family. We're not a rich family. Not too poor either. But our income is kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang so cukup2 makan je. We couldn't go to anywhere like other people but we've used to it. I honestly enjoyed experiencing business bcs I get to see various type of human. I also learn to be grateful,to experience hardship, and stop trying to be like someone else that is not you, and harta takle bawak kubur pun.

I don't really have much interest and I don't even know what I want to be since little but I think I have interest in Business now so I'm going to follow this path. I am a person that don't read books because I don't like it. I get bored easily . I can only read 3 pages and then I get bored. So whenever I read a novel I never done it. I also have interest in band such as The Neighbourhood bcs OH MY GOD THEIR SONGS ARE MASTERPIECE YALL. Their songs makes me calm. So I love listening to them and THE NBHD never disappoint me.
I love to drink fresh milk so much bcs Idk why. I just love it, it's tasty. I don't care what brand is it, but I as long as its pasteurized milk, I like it. I don't need bouqets of flower but milk is good enough to make me happy. Furthermore, I like to eat French Fries. FRIES OVER GUYS! Lol I loves cooking but cooking doesnt like me. Most of the time, I dont have money to buy ingredients to make food that I want to cook. For Malaysian dish, my most favourite is Sambal Sotong. Nothing can explain how much I love them. Especially if its cook by my mom. I also loves Keli/Sembilang Masak Cili Api. Idk, I just love Sambal so much.. And fruits, I like WATERMELONNNNN. But I don't like vegetables. Lol I'm not used to it but now that I'm 16 I have to learn to eat it bcs one day maybe I could only eat veggies. Theres also few food that I don't eat such as Nasi Lemak and Durian. Weird isn't it?  But I never eat it so I never like it. I also don't drink coffee cause I don't lah! Lol.
Tak berapa minat.

I don't even know what to tell anymore bcs I think I've tell you guys everyting already. My hand hurts and I feel sleepy. So I think thats all abt me. When I'm free I'll post something again.

Bye.

Sincerely, Susu.

Oh, forgot to tell you. Some of my friends call me Susu because I love to drink milk and actually it started from someone and I still remember that someone. After she calls me that, a lot of people start calling me Susu and I'm just fine with it. You guys can call me Susu too :)

Wednesday 13 April 2016

Hello

Assalamualaikum. Um..Hi! So I just made a blog and this is my first post guys. Yeay! Actually I didn't even know why I have the urge to make a blog. Maybe because I want to express my feelings, I want to show what I do, share my beautiful moments, share what I know and more. I totally sucks at memorizing. I couldn't remember some things that I did few years ago, I couldn't remember some moments accurately, or should I say I couldn't remember important things well? Hence I think  I should write it here so that in the future I  can look back into it . Perhaps those are the reasons I made  this blog. And I hope that this post is not the only post in this blog. I hope I can share a lot, in silent. I even wonder that if anyone would read my blog because my life is boring as hell. To whoever that read this, thanks. I will introduce myself to yall in the next post.
Goodbye.

You can follow me on twitter here.

Sincerely, Susu.